Really must finish my list

Hello,

Once again, thank you for your wonderful messages of love and hope (and a few naughty ones that make me smile!) 😉

I want to compile my ‘bucket list’ and as you can see on my previous post I have made a start but I really must sit down and do it. And a thought struck me, what if I asked my followers to share their lists and perhaps I can steal a few ideas and find out about you all as well?!

So….please share with me your buckets in the comments! Thank you in advance xxxx

Karen x

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The party and….a picture!

Hi everyone,

Your comments regarding me posting a picture have been really interesting and confusing as I did not know what I should do and in a way, why I wanted to do it!

So, yesterday (Saturday) I was feeling sorry for myself and thinking about all the things I won’t be able to do with my life, then I get a call from my friend inviting me to a fancy dress party; strangely it was just what I needed and took my mind off of how I was feeling. I decided to wear something a little naughty and share with you what I wore. Please let me know what you think!

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To post or not to post (a picture)

Hi everyone,

Thank you all again so much for your support and kindness. I think the hardest thing about cancer for me, so far, is actually fighting depression. I do not want to sit and feel sorry for myself. I want to have fun.

Going back to my list I have already achieved the first goal – I quit my job. I have been wondering if I should do this for some time as a ‘normal’ life might make me forget about my illness. However, I’ve handed in my notice and in a months’ time I will be free (although won’t have a great deal of money!).

I know that there are a lot of very meaningful experiences that I will get to, I promise, but at the moment, my initial reaction to all of this is to go off the rails a bit. As part of my list I discussed some more sexual things I want to try and one of them is to post a risky picture of myself on here…. Although I feel this will be very liberating and fun I am worried that you might not want me to do this. So I was wondering if you could let me know what you think and what I should post!

Karen x

The C Word

Hi, my name is Karen, I am 25 and I live in London. It turns out that I have cancer – the C word no-one wants to hear. And at best, I have 2 years to live.

I am not writing this looking for sympathy but I felt blogging would help me come to terms with this.

I want to be OPTIMISTIC.

I have decided that if I am to die in 2 years that I want to make the most of the time I have and want to create a ‘bucket-list’ with your help. It is almost as if my actions will have no consequences so I want to be crazy, naughty, caring, thoughtful.

What I want to know is what should I do with the time I have left? I have no boyfriend, my Mum died three years ago and my Dad has never been in my life. But hey, I don’t want to tell a sob story here. I want to have fun!

So, to help me along my journey, please let me know what you think I should do with the time I have left and I may even do it and share what happened with you on here.

Please please please share your ideas on here, however crazy and naughty!

Karen xx