Once again, thank you for your wonderful messages of love and hope (and a few naughty ones that make me smile!) 😉
I want to compile my ‘bucket list’ and as you can see on my previous post I have made a start but I really must sit down and do it. And a thought struck me, what if I asked my followers to share their lists and perhaps I can steal a few ideas and find out about you all as well?!
So….please share with me your buckets in the comments! Thank you in advance xxxx
I really hope my last post did not offend anyone – I am worried as no-one has left a comment on it 😦
So I went to the fancy dress party and had a wonderful time, got a bit wild, got it all out of my system. But since then…
I’m trying to stay positive but I keep compiling a mental list of things I can’t do instead of focusing on what I can do.
I think I want these crazy experiences and meaningless relationships because the truth is, I can’t have a meaningful one – and if I did it would break my heart to know I can’t spend more than a couple of years with him at best.
I’m sorry for my more negative slant on things, it just all got on top of me today.
Thank you all again so much for your support and kindness. I think the hardest thing about cancer for me, so far, is actually fighting depression. I do not want to sit and feel sorry for myself. I want to have fun.
Going back to my list I have already achieved the first goal – I quit my job. I have been wondering if I should do this for some time as a ‘normal’ life might make me forget about my illness. However, I’ve handed in my notice and in a months’ time I will be free (although won’t have a great deal of money!).
I know that there are a lot of very meaningful experiences that I will get to, I promise, but at the moment, my initial reaction to all of this is to go off the rails a bit. As part of my list I discussed some more sexual things I want to try and one of them is to post a risky picture of myself on here…. Although I feel this will be very liberating and fun I am worried that you might not want me to do this. So I was wondering if you could let me know what you think and what I should post!
Hi, my name is Karen, I am 25 and I live in London. It turns out that I have cancer – the C word no-one wants to hear. And at best, I have 2 years to live.
I am not writing this looking for sympathy but I felt blogging would help me come to terms with this.
I want to be OPTIMISTIC.
I have decided that if I am to die in 2 years that I want to make the most of the time I have and want to create a ‘bucket-list’ with your help. It is almost as if my actions will have no consequences so I want to be crazy, naughty, caring, thoughtful.
What I want to know is what should I do with the time I have left? I have no boyfriend, my Mum died three years ago and my Dad has never been in my life. But hey, I don’t want to tell a sob story here. I want to have fun!
So, to help me along my journey, please let me know what you think I should do with the time I have left and I may even do it and share what happened with you on here.
Please please please share your ideas on here, however crazy and naughty!